Gossip Gods

FIRE KITE Continued (Part Three) 
(Mercury in Sagittarius) trine (Mars in Leo) trine (North Node in Aries) opposite (Vesta conjunct the South Node in Libra) 
The Sprite keeps to the Dark 
edge of the firelight.
Back from the shadows 
she replies to Mars... 

"A song that you once 
fucked me to, plays, 
as I walk in the room, 
and I wonder if 

your memory pulls at me 
too, when you hear it. 
It sounded warmer then, 
set in vinyl grooves. 

We journeyed with the whole 
album.  It's not the kind of 
music you put on when 
you're using a body, 

but the kind you play 
when you are making something 
sacred.  A song that 
you once fucked me to, 

plays as I walk in 
the room, and I remember 
sugar water streaming 
down my cheeks, in relief, 

with a man I could trust. 
Later, you told me, 
'You never trusted me, 
even in the beginning.' 

My love, in the beginning 
I never trusted anyone, 
but in time I laid 
my heart into your hands. 

Here and now, I see 
my earnest attempts, 
and successes.  Does 
betrayal always come 

next?  Is it always rupture 
and repair?  And will we 
ever get there?  I am 
repaired now.  I stand 

in a Dark where I do not 
hold anything in my heart 
but appreciation for a crack 
well formed and followed 

to its core. -Filled 
with the gold of Love. 
A healing art.  A masterpiece. 
A long time coming."